Can't sleep....I have class in 6 hours, and a routine to begin in 5 hours. Just not feelin it tonight, too much goin through my head I guess. Stuff that shouldn't worry me but it does. Maybe I'm just paranoid, but this is starting to look just like last time. :
Trombone on the other hand is good. I feel like I'm getting better each time I pick up the horn. I made a good recording to send to Valleyfair...not perfect but good. That was definately reassuring to me; hearing myself play on a recording was much different than I expected. I've gotten so used to picking out the 'bad' things in my playing, it had gotten to the point where EVERY note I played sounded like shit. (to me) Now I can hear things that I'm doing well, and of course what I need to improve on. So that was nice.

Like I said, I just can't sleep. So much going on in my mind, its crazy. I've never had this problem before. Maybe I just had too much sugar before bed or something. The healthy eating feels good, but it changes your sleep schedule. Don't know why, but I assume that the two are related in some way shape or form.

Well, I guess I should probably roll over again and try to sleep...its going to be a LONG Monday tomorrow.

Goodnight,

Love,
me